With these nice long drives I have to and from work, that will be coming to an end June 13th, I have a lot of time to think...

On my drive yesterday I started to think about how things have changed over the last year. It's the middle of the year so I suppose this post would have been better at the beginning of the year or the end, but it's here now.

I basically started over in December, First I lost my high school sweetheart of over 4 years, you know the guy who I'd talked about getting married with, having kids with and growing old together just decided it wasn't working anymore for some reason I'm still not too sure of.

Not 2 weeks after that I lost my best friend of 6 years, the girl I'd spent my high school years with, the one who was always there for me when the boyfriend was being an idiot or just whenever, whose parents had become second parents to me. We had something happen that hurt our relationship and shortly after that she sent me a text message I will never forget, and other than being polite to each other we haven't talk since.

Now on to the new year....

I don't know if it was coincidence or if he could just tell I needed a friend, but shortly after it felt like my life was falling apart a friend at work started asking me to hang out. So we started hanging out, then one day we started talking about moving. I thought to myself it was the perfect opportunity, I was still trying to get used to the idea of not being with the boy, and loosing the best friend. So moving to another town with a whole new group of people was probably one of the best things I could do....

The idea of moving out with two guys I didn't know real well was slightly nerve racking, but none the less I decided to do it. The idea of telling my parents I was moving out with two guys I didn't know real well was even more nerve racking, but they took it amazingly well, and I'm still surprised today.

So it's the first time I've been on my own and while it's only been 2 weeks it's going well, we've had our growing pains together, but I expected that. It's the first time I've been single for more than a couple weeks and not only am I fine with it, I'm actually enjoying it. It's the first time where if you asked me what I was going to be doing in a year or 5 years I would tell you I have no idea and I kinda like that too.

On June 15th I start a new job, well not really a new job, the same job I've been doing for the last 3 and half years, just a new location with all new people. I've been talking to 2 of the girls down there so they wont all be new faces, and I'm super excited.

Sorry for the long post. It makes up for my lack of posts lately. :)

10....

....The number of people that applied for the Teller job with me.....If I knew there was going to be so many people interviewing for the same job I would have prepared myself better.

Plus they called an told me the second position I applied for that I probably wouldn't be considered for.....AGAIN.....